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Tag: baking

My life in a box

I’m thinking of changing the title of this blog to “My Life in a Box.” Why? It’s because I spend my most of my waking hours standing next to my Dear Partner J  in a six-foot by ten-foot stainless steel box. Yes, this definitely, if nothing else, tests a marriage. Just yesterday, with the heat index hovering around 102 and no air conditioning in our box, the ingredients were ripe for us to have a few of our “moments.” It didn’t help that our paella took longer to cook than normal and our corn dog batter was falling apart (an issue with the fallback brand of baking powder we chose not because of cost but because we were exhausted and didn’t want to make one more stop at one more store.) All were lessons learned and thank goodness that our commissary kitchen has a giant walk-in cooler we can step into to cool off, literally and figuratively.

Still, as hellish as it sounds, I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything. Words and food, it doesn’t get any better than that. Jay and I definitely have a common interest in creating and eating great food. Despite our “moments,” we’ve had a great fun with our cart. We’ve met some wonderful people. I love watching people’s faces as they read our menu of paella with Catalan-style pulled pork, lamb burgers with Valdeon blue cheese and pear mustarda, chorizo corn dogs, duck fries with chorizo duck gravy and Valdeon blue cheese, and Mama Maria’s Almond Cookies. I am most often asked what duck fries are. Most people think they are fried duck, but they are hand-cut fried potatoes with chorizo duck gravy and blue cheese. Yum!! They were reviewed favorably in Current Magazine, as were my cookies, for which I have Ji Hye of the food cart San Street to thank. She’s the one who bought the cookies to share with the reviewers, Joe and Lisa. They may well have passed them over had Ji Hye not done that.

In my former life as a columnist, it was well-written that I didn’t think of myself as all that kitchen savvy. Mostly, I have been haunted by the few pizzas I have burned, perhaps because I was distracted by kids and such, and then there was a rice episode in college, before I knew that rice had to be turned down to simmer. My apologies to my then roommate Karin, whose pot I destroyed. While I would never admit to being able to handle full-on line cooking in a full-on restaurant I have managed to hold my own in the food cart, surprisingly. I can flip a burger, down some corn dogs and fries and dish out paella like nobody’s business. Honestly, though, I love the baking, the quiet of the kitchen mid-shift as most everyone is up at their carts selling food. Perhaps baking comes naturally because I did so much of it as a kid, and there were always  great memories associated with it, memories of making cookies with my mom and memories of the many pineapple upside down cakes my best friend, Kim, and I made from scratch.  So, it turns out that I’ve rounded out my Dear Partner J’s menu with a little sweet touch and that works for me.

After almost two months in business, I have finally built some stamina for what is an extremely physical job and add to that carting the food back and forth from the commissary kitchen to the food cart. I did, after all, spend the last 12 years sitting in an office. I would hardly call it a cubicle job. I worked for a newspaper, so I was on the go quite a bit.

Now that I’m getting used to the job, I finally made it known that it’s time for me to get back to writing. That will be helped by the fact that I started with a new writing group and am committed to making that a priority again. So, I guess I better get to work on my books, one done and one  just beginning, then it’s off to Bacon Fest in Ann Arbor.

Day 64 – The Miracle of Turning Bananas into Bread

I’ve been increasingly embracing a sustainable way of life, so I’m taking steps in my home to make food rather than purchase a bunch of prepackaged foods. We already did a bit of this, but I’m trying to think more ecologically about everything I do. I’ve got a long way to go, but I did some baking today and it felt great. The bread tasted great as well. My kids think I can’t cook, but I’m not so bad. My dear partner J and I continued the making things at home trend I started with baking and we made a delicious tomato sauce with mushrooms that we put over penne past. Yum. All of that led to this poem tonight. Now it’s time for bed.

The Miracle of Turning Bananas into Bread

Today, in making my house a home, warmth
came from the oven where I turned old

bananas into bread. There was something
that became whole in that one small

act, the beating of the eggs, the folding
of liquid into flour, all of it spilled deep

into every cell massaging away lingering
effects of days when healing meant

shoot first and ask later, but there were
few questions to ask, there was little to say,

just a routine of needles and tubes that
these days are yet vivid but history all

the same. Still, they make the act of stirring
batter a gift, the act of turning bananas

into bread nothing short of a miracle.
That’s what it is, a miracle.

Word of the Week – Cookie

The word “cookie” is derived from the dutch word “koekje.” So cookies are dutch. I never batted an eye at the dutch, now my sister is practically Dutch. Well, she’s not really practically Dutch, but she lives in the Netherlands, so she could be considered practically Dutch. This has nothing to do with the fact that I was buried in a mound of cookie dough, yesterday, and spent hours icing sugar cookies and making fudge, because I’m a woman and I can multitask. The cookies are disappearing fast and I’ll probably have to make more.

Now I’m not thinking of cookies or fudge. Instead, I’m thinking of chocolate cake with chocolate frosting because it’s what I would choose on this test my sister-in-law sent. This is supposed to be like one of those Myers-Briggs personality tests but with a lot more sugar and a teaspoon of vanilla flavoring, and it seems to me to be much more accurate than Myers-Briggs. The fact that I would choose chocolate cake with chocolate frosting means the following about my personality:

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 6. CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH  CHOCOLATE ICING — Sexy;  always ready to give and receive. Very  creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can a appear to  have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not  afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.
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That pretty much says it all, especially the sexy part.
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